It’s really sad. I hope things won’t affect something. It’s all so sudden. Somehow, I know, there’s a way to solve this but I have to talk to the person and I don’t want that to happen if I can avoid it.
I haven’t talked to her for over a year now. I don’t want to start talking to her by begging her to put it back up. No way, Jose! I’d rather find a solution myself. And I will. It’s probably a sign for me to give it up. Long overdue already.
Well, this is it then. No more looking back. Anyway, I have the backup and I can do something to put it back up myself, only in a different home.